John
put all cards in good and bad. It works out to your advantage.
No one wants to play with a twelve handicapper who should be a seven, also no one wants to play with a 7 handicapper who honestly cant play to a 12.
My goal is to get my handicap as low as possible honestly and lowering that digit gives you motivation and a goal

Sorry but yer i think your a bit of a bandit

Kiwi